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I am a sinner 

I have sinned, too many times. Only God's grace saves me or will. What if, I sinned once too often? If I beg forgiveness again and his grace to heal me once more. The vile i put myself into, may be inexcusable? I pray not, but I know God's will is always right. And if I have gone too far away from him. His will be done. Follow his word and see the loss of life from thee, when we drag his Holy Spirit into our sins we disrespect love again and again..il e

 

I end this thought with a wish for you, to pray for me. God bless you all, truly evil exists but GOD is mightier than. Rebuke the evil the next time it visits. Spit it to the floor and off to the pit. In Jesus's name rebuke and repel for they have to flee! 

An Audio and movie timeline from sin to forgiven..  

This is an audio of how we go from sin to being forgiven. This shows the thought process and the rationalization of how most of us sin, and how most of us are forgiven when we repent! https://youtu.be/C9U3Gzjvtrk

Timeline of Sinning to being forgiven / audio of writing at bottom 

 

He walked into the bar with his casual stride. Worn out jeans with discolored patches from stain for wooden crosses. He was a warrior for God, a healer they said. The bartender smiled as he walked in, knowing he would begin with jin. “Well hello Mike how is your day? Want the normal?” Mike smiled and lowered his head, “you know I don’t drink anymore I work for God.” Then he sat at the bar and put his wallet next to the bowl of nuts. “But tonight is special give me a double shot of  house tequila instead of jin!.” The bartender smiled an unusually large smile and poured the drink for this man at the bar. 

 

“Today doesn’t matter nor will I be judged!” He held the shot of tequila and raised it to the air, “To God!” then tilted the shot glass to empty into his mouth. The bartender smiled once more, an unusually large smile, “that’s the way to do it Mike.” He felt the old feeling of the alcohol moving through his veins. He smiled at the bartender, who still smiled an unusually large smile.

 

Mike had several more shots with a grin on his face that didn’t match his soul. A lady sat next to him, “buy me a drink stranger,” She spoke with a southern accent and leaned just right when she said ‘drink.’  Mike saw the easy of her skin near his touch. His thoughts were poetic with the easy and such being a poet and all. His imagination saw more and a few drinks later they walked to the door. The bartender smiled an unusually large smile then grinned as evil poured across the bar. Energy moving toward and against Mike just as he left.. the bar.

 

He followed her to her room near the bar, feeling the need to know every part, of   .. her. He felt God’s stared but did not care, he saw Jesus look at him but walked the other way. The Holy Spirit shot a warning with regret, but he walked behind watching every move she made. Her hips hypnotized him into the pleasure of flesh. The tequila amplified his fall into flesh. The door closed and he pushed guilt away. 

 

The day opened with filth in his mind. The dirt of sin was heavy as slime across and into his mouth and his soul. “God, I am sorry, help  ….” His words fell to the floor of the dirty carpeted room. Covered with stains from who knows what. Other souls falling to her desires. 

 

He dressed but felt his filth, his sin cover him across everything he saw. She slept and he left quickly. He fell to his knees to talk to God, to see if Jesus would hear and if the Holy Spirit was near.  He saw Jesus on the cross and blood began to fall. He was kneeling on the gravel of the parking lot and began to weep. He saw his drunkenness cut Jesus with the whip of sin. He saw the fornication slash the blood from His body that caused Jesus to sink in pain. He tried to speak to say all is ok. Then he saw Jesus in front of him with love in his eyes. The blood dripped and hit him on the arm. Just the touch of Jesus’s blood removed his guilt. Just looking into his eyes removed the stain of all his actions the night before.

 

He walked away with pain in his heart weeping with thanks to the Son of God. Jesus knew long before Mike was born that this sin would happen the timing the all. Mike wept as he saw the visions of pain but dropped to his knees then laying flat his face on the ground he cried. “I lifted filth into my body and against my soul, I was lazy and said just a little bit will hold. But YOU my Lord and savior for all. Your love said, “I knew this day would come.”

 

Mike walked the day into the night praying to God to forgive his way. But that first  moment he was shown Jesus’s love he was forgiven. 

 

We sin through this life and God knew we would, so he sent his Son to endure pure torture to remove that sin, we would do again and again.

 

Talk to Jesus today my friend, for he waits for conversation and to lead you to him. God is all knowing and our sins he knew from before our birth. Even millions of years ago, God knew we would fail, is why Jesus is with us forever to take us away from hell!

 

If any of this story sounds like you, you are running out of times to sin tis true. After too many your heart becomes hard and Jesus will not hear your cries.

 

God bless you all …. walk the path of love. Amen! Praise you God!            click link below to hear the audio 

 

https://youtu.be/C9U3Gzjvtrk        

 

 
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Similar:
 
 
 
 

terror

 

fright

 
fearfulness

horror

 

alarm

 

panic

 

agitation

 

trepidation

 

dread

 

consternation

 

dismay

 

distress

 

anxiety

 

worry

 

angst

 

unease

 

uneasiness

 

apprehension

 
apprehensiveness

nervousness

 

nerves

 

timidity

 

disquiet

 

disquietude

 

discomposure

 

unrest

 

perturbation

 

foreboding

 

misgiving

 

doubt

 

suspicion

 
the creeps
the willies
the heebie-jeebies

the shakes

 
the collywobbles
jitteriness

twitchiness

 
butterflies (in the stomach)

funk

 

blue funk

 
the (screaming) abdabs
the Joe Blakes

worriment

 

inquietude

 

phobia

 

aversion

 

antipathy

 

bugbear

 

bogey

 

nightmare

 

neurosis

 

complex

 

mania

 
abnormal fear
irrational fear
obsessive fear

bête noire

 

hang-up

 
Opposite:

calmness

 

confidence